have you ever been so broken that u jsut stop actually caring about anythinghave you just felt empty and sad and nobody wants to listen to youhave you missed someone that left younobody sees past "im fine" i jsut say that after today because nobody cares at this point... have you just lost ur connection to wanting touch and affection... its like i dispise being hugged now... i am in so much f//ucking painpeople want me to be fine when they want me to be fine and i cant meet people expectaions...i was told im pushing people away and i probally am but im sorryy...I'm so f/u/cking tired of people saying sorryits getting on my nerves they tell me sorry even though they didn't do one f/u/c/king thing