Do you like my song I'm Living this life of pain
I’m hating how it is driving me insane,
although I have lost Sanity
that does not mean I have lost my Humanity
And now that I'm fighting back these nightmares
and I yet can not see quite clear
and the scars on my back Is proof that my mind has been cracked,
Even Though I have gotten smarter
and yet everything is still getting darker
and now I’m lying in the dark not even going to try to light spark
cuz my family thinks of me it's a disgrace
and then that leaves me with one question
Why am I here in the first place?
and it is like I said I'm Living this life of Itami (pain)
and now everyone's hatred is coming at me like a tsunami

And when people ask me what is my Hi no Ishi (will of fire)
I tell them the goal I want to achieve
but then they all start laughing at me
then start picking on me now I feel like I’m drowning in the deep sea
It feels like I’m breaking over and over and this is proof that I’m a loner
My friends use me like a tool
and when they are done they throw me away and make me a fool
And even though I’m a heathen everybody around me is acting like demons
now I'm questioning I can be like my Idols
or will I be stuck in these endless cycles