i hide my feelings so that no one sees how i really am feeling, i try my best to seem happy and be there for the people i care about, this is hard. like i try my best to be there for everyone and be there for them all.. like i feel like no on really knows the real me i tell you all this because i wanna know, what should i really do? i don't know what to do anymore...if any one i know sees this im sorry