My Bestfriends life story This came at right the right time, it’s never been so ironic. I broke up with my bf in summer and the first day back I want to hug him and it’s so painful I can’t stop crying and being alone is so painful, he’s forgotten me, I know he has, he’s gotten with others but, I can’t, I can’t get through one day without thinking about him. I still look over my shoulder and start talking to him, I would go back again, that’s why I can’t call him, I know I can’t but, it’s so hard I just need to get through it I know but I can’t live without him, it’s so painful