FREEHi, my name is Julie, my life is α dump. I was adopted and my biological father rap ed me. I have a half sister who tried to k ill my adopted mother and my adopted family disowned the other half. and above all, I have to make a straight A or my parents get upset. I'm depressed, but I'm hiding it and I'm constantly sobbing in the bathroom, I'm still thinking of committing s uicide. I have kept it all to myself and hidden behind a fake smile that I have been doing this for sixteen years. I can not take it anymore. so i'm making a leap and writing it all down here. just to get it off my chest, even for a moment I honestly do not know what to do, I am very private and I am afraid that others will despise me or hate me if I am open. I have very low self-esteem and I am tired, but I try not to show it. I'm sorry to bother you, but this is me, reaching out for help. please help.