Imagine being 2 with an 8-month-old baby sister being locked in a room all day, was never feed, I couldn't play with toys, if I opened my door an alarm would go off, I wasn't able to use the bathroom...I never got food until my dad got home at 10:00 pm...When I was 5 my cousin tried to rap e me...When my parents got divorced there was glass throwing...My mom took us and she abounded us at 4 yr olds on Easter...Every holiday was the worst with her...Thanksgiving was pb and j...Halloween was trunk or treating then she ate the candy...she missed all my birthdays...baseball games...basketball games...Christmas...everything...no w there are years of lies and broken promises but I still love her...She said she was coming back after a year in Washington...she never came back...My new step-dad bullied me...My mom said I was a violent child because I know I say I don't like dr***s and I believe when people say "I'm going to ki**mys3lf" But at one time in my life I tried both... welcome to my life...