Those of you who are depressed... or who are just hurting inside... just know things will get better. there's light at the end of the tunnel and I know it's hard to believe that there's light for you but there is. trust me it's hard sometimes... but there truly is. It just takes time to find. you have to keep going. never ever give up. no matter what, you can always look up to the sky and speak to God. because he does love you. you're probably wondering "what god would do this to me if he truly loved me?" well you go through these things to make you a better person. it sucks in the mean time but it's worth it I promise. Sometimes you just need a way to escape and get your emotions out. I make music so thats how I get my feelings out. you need to find an outlet. don't hold anything inside cause eventually it's gonna come out. it's better coming out in small portions here and there than a huge burst randomly. just keep going. it will get better I promise. if you don't hear it from someone else today I love you. and I am so proud of you for getting this far. I really am. don't let the demons win. I love you and stay strong