It breaks my heart when people who you have opened up to, trusted with your life, do the thing they say they wouldn't do. Which is leave or betray me. It's weird how all the people who used to be so happy are now the kids who sit alone crying in a dark room. I used to smile so genuinely now not one percent of my smiles are genuine it sucks. But through all of that I am still trying and so should you guys. Life always gets hard because that's just life and we don't have a choice we have to get through it. The more you focus on the past or what you're going through your gonna miss all these opportunities right in front of your eyes. Whoever is reading this I have your back. I wish someone said that to me. I wish the best for all of you. Love you guys bye.