I feel like everybody i know is letting me down and letting me go but ik to stand up but somedays i can't like today i have gone through so much that people may not understand but everyday i can't be happy or smile i am just sad and crying but my smile never came back i am lonely and sad and feel like i don't belong any where i feel like i should let go of the people i love but i can't cus they help me but not as much as i need them in my life and putting them in my shoes nobody can understand me but ik some people who will i feel like my sadness is still in me.