Heres a little rap Yeah i was going to kill my self
but i didn't want to
nah it's not cause i didn't want to
i thought about the people that will cry if i died now
then i thought about the sh. it that i could have lost too
“girl quit talking like that” “girl that's not you anything you need
i swear to god i got you”
but it's funny you say that because every time im feeling down
i look around and there's no one to talk to
yeah and i aint really wanna complain there's some sh. it i'm going through
and it just fu cks with my brain and ion know what to say i mean i'm trying to stay strong
but by the end of the day i feel like i'm riding alone
thats why im writing theses songs
tryna day how i feel and i feel like i'm in a dream but
i'm awake and it's real like i wanna be helped
but i'm afraid to be healed yeah