What do I do when I have lost someone who saved me and changed me from being sad to happy all the time... should I just end it all..?

No. Don't end it.

Be happy, not sad.

Remember who you have lost.

Stay the way he/she made you feel.

Remember that you are loved and cared for.

Explanation:

everyone has a reason to go fourth with themselves..even if you think you really cant,there will always be a comfort character in your heart and probably somewhere with you if that helps at all..

well god made humans for male and female to merry each other, and he does not hate gays he condemns it, and that's also the example jehovah's witnesses follow, we don't get involved with arguments or hate gays but we just condemn it. to find more information, you can go to our website jw.org and find more answers to your question just by tapping of the top right search bar and asking your question and then it will show you all the free bible publications that fit with you question, this site is entirely free and there fo anyone's usage.   ( i do not own jw.org)