UPDATE ON APHANTASIA SITUATION: Okay, I'm nearly positive that I have it, people have explained what imagining is like, and I genuinely haven't done that before. I did research, and people with aphantasia CAN dream, but their dreams are dull and flat, and mine are the same. I'm not self diagnosing, but, I think I do have it. Before I jump to conclusions, though, I'm going to talk to my therapist about it, since she's a mental health specialist.