Anybody have a second to listen? If no, just ignore this... Or take the points. I don't care. My boyfriend is asleep and I don't want to wake him up because he could get in trouble.
So, before I was born, my mom and my dad divorced. My mom and I moved to a new state, and she and my new dad met. For some reason for my whole life up until I was twelve (minus four years I was away) I guess I was super mean to him.
I have ADHD and things usually skip my long term memory unless I really try to remember them, so I have no recollection of being so mean, but I guess I was. But, its been a year and a half and our relationship is still so rocky.
Now, its nine thirty at night and I'm sitting alone, the only one awake, in my dark room, crying my eyes out. I feel like such a mess up because I have no clue what I did. I'm just so frustrated and sad... I have no clue what to do with myself. My mom says we're getting better and better each day, but it still hurts too much for us to be happy and not uncomfortable around each other. I just wonder... Why? Why am I here. What's my purpose? I've not changed any lives for the better or saved a life. So what's the point?
So if anyone has a joke for me, or something to maybe slow the tears for a bit? If not, its fine. Just if you do. Not gonna hand out a brainliest, I don't want to play favourites. If you read this far, thank you... I just needed to get that off my chest a little bit.
Thank you if you can help, if not, enjoy the points...
SlytherinWolf
PS I'm posting this in health because it make the most sense. Report me if you like, I don't care...