depression is a B (fr been tested and i got it) i try to hold back my tears so noone can see me cry cus i try to be so strong for everyone even if they dont care sometimes i wish i could be perfect i wish this world was happy and everyone was kind to each other i wish when i fall in love they have my back no matter what i wish and i wish and nothing happens why do i not get what i wished for but others get what they want sometimes i wanna die but i dont i just want this pain to go but it always comes bck