How do i stay happy in life? I'm an emotional person and literally cry for everything. I keep thinking about the past which effects my daily activities. I can't sleep, eat nor talk to anyone. I want to be alone but at the same time i want to feel loved. I have my finals going on and i can't think straight. I have trouble trusting people. I keep losing friends. I keep having suicidal thoughts stuck inside my head. I want to be free. I want to be bold. I want to feel confident. I want to feel loved. I want to be happy again. Help me please!