*Julie from jatp*: you use your pain, cause it makes you "you", though I wish I could hold you through it, i know it's not the same, you got living to do, and I just want you to do it, so get up, get out, relight that spark you know the rest by heart..

*me in my room*:
WAKE UP, WAKE UP IF ITS ALL YOU DOOO, LOOK OUT, LOOK INSIDE OF YOUUU, ITS NOT WHAT YOU LOST, ITS WHAT YOU'LL GAIN RAISING YOUR VOICE IN THE RAIN. WAKE UP YOUR DREAM AND MAKE IT TRUEEE. LOOK OUT, LOOK INSIDE OF YOUU ITS NOT WHAT YOU LOST, RELIGHT THAT SPARK, TIME TO COME OUT OF THE DARKK. WAKE UP MMM WAKE UP.!