Read the following stanza from audre lorde's poem "hanging fire" and answer the question.

i am fourteen and my skin has betrayed me the boy i cannot live without still sucks his thumb in secret how come my knees are always so ashy what if i die before morning and momma's in the bedroom with the door closed.
why does the speaker say her skin "has betrayed" her?

a)she feels like she finally looks the way she wants to look.
b)she is excited about the future.
c)she is comfortable with who she is.
d)she feels like she is fighting her own body.