Make a toxic letter to your ex friend or someone you want or ex (or make a song) Ok heres mine To a toxic friendship,
Writing this letter is taking a lot on my part. World War Three will surely ensure if you ever find about this, but let me make something very clear- I am not doing this to get back at you, or to spite you. im typing this letter because this letter has a story- a story that i truly believe is relatable and that needs to be heard.
Toxic is toxic. It does not matter if you have known someone for a week, a month, or more than 5 years--the minute a relationship becomes becomes unhealthy, it is toxic and you NEED TO WALK AWAY. At least thats what i was told. i didnt listen. I stayed, although i walked on eggshells and had a mini panic attack every time my cell phone rang and your name flashed on the screen. I stayed, even though i never felt truly safe or accepted. I stayed, even though the majority of people around me told me i needed to get out. I stayed because there was a sense of guilt--if i was not your friend, i know it would hurt you for a while. I also felt a sense of hope--maybe, just maybe, things would change. Things would get better. The vicious cycle would stop. But it never changed, got better, or stopped. That is why i am writing this letter today. I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE. I know that staying in a toxic friendship for so long is not your fault-- its mine My loved ones would get mad at me. They would hear of chaos and say, ¨¨ Why are you accepting this type of treatment? ¨¨ Why are you not sticking up for yourself and walking away?¨¨ I still dont exactly know why i allowed myself to remain so close to someone so unbearably toxic. I dont know how i dealt with harsh words thrown at me, attacking my character, with maturity. i dont know how i let you say things about me that i knew that was not true. i dont know how, when you said it, that i truly let it bother.
But i do know this. i will not let you define what i think of myself. I will not put myself down because of the words you have thrown in my way. I will not let you make me think that your toxicity is my doing. Your character, Your attitude towards life is your problem, not mine. Your inability to handle any opinion that is not your own is not a reflection on me and my moral values, its a reflection on yours- Can you do one pls i will continue this in the ch. at box.