Is there somthing wrong with me I keep alot to myself because its difficult to find other people who understand but sometimes the worst place you can be is my own head I hide behind fake feelings just to make others happy people will tell me that life goes on but for me thats the saddest part I think im afraid of being happy because whenever i get to happy something bad always happens
I lost myself trying to please everyone now im losing everyone else trying to find myself
its like i smile but i wanna cry and i talk but i just wanna stay quiet I pretend like im happy but im just not its like tears come from my heart and not my brain I dont think people will understand whats going on in my head when i dont even understand it myself
I feel so far away from the people i thought loved me but i was wrong

Read the excerpt below from "letter from birmingham jail" and then answer the question below: "my citing the creation of tension as part of the work of the nonviolent resister may sound rather shocking. but i must confess that i am not afraid of the word "tension." i have earnestly opposed violent tension, but there is a type of constructive, nonviolent tension which is necessary for growth. just as socrates felt that it was necessary to create a tension in the mind so that individuals could rise from the bondage of myths and half truths to the unfettered realm of creative analysis and objective appraisal, so must we see the need for nonviolent gadflies to create the kind of tension in society that will men rise from the dark depths of prejudice and racism to the majestic heights of understanding and brotherhood." how does king's repetition of the term "tension" impact the meaning of the text? dr. king says that he is afraid of the word tension and he doesn't think it is necessary. dr. king repeats the word tension to explain how he sees the word as a negative force that discourages change. dr. king repeats the word tension unintentionally, and it doesn't impact the meaning of the text. dr. king repeats the word tension to support how he views the word tension as positive and growth-producing.