I need advice so i had a friend we were close and we been friends since fifth grade and he announced he liked me and i liked him back secretly sooo when he answer that i slso said it too um we kept being friends cuz he lived in wisconsin and i lived in cali and i was terrified to be hurt again um then we were on call and he said he wants to date i said i agree but we didn't :l um so we went to normal like nothing happened. but then one day in text he randomly worte lets not be friends i need to focus on my future and your a distraction. after a moments of silent i wrote a goodbye paragraph

the question is :

what should i do know with my life now losing someone like this this way ..this is sooo different to me