How does paragraph 49 contribute to the central idea of the story There’re Made Out of Meat by Terry Bisson

- "the die is cast; i have consented to return if we are not destroyed. thus are my hopes blasted by cowardice and indecision; i come back ignorant and disappointed. it requires more philosophy than i possess to bear this injustice with patience. i have lost my hopes of utility and glory; i have lost my friend."

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um, what am i suppose to answer here? it just said that he will studied hared because of a grade in spanish.