Which lines from “a servant to servants” seem to foreshadow the speaker’s reality as an adult?

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"i stand and make myself repeat out loud

the advantages it has, so long and narrow…"
"it would be different if more people came,

for then there would be business…."
"i often think of the smooth hickory bars.

it got so i would say — you know, half fooling —

'it’s time i took my turn in jail'” —
…"i’m past such —

unless len took the notion, which he won’t,

and i won’t ask him — it’s not sure enough."