(This is How I feel right Now TvT) How you gon' keep it real with somebody?

You can't keep it real with your self

Lying to yourself

You know you wrong

You know you ain't right

Yeah

Lately, I've been in my feelings, I pray to God he take this pain away

They keep asking how I'm feeling, but I just tell 'em that I'm tryna maintain

I struggled in apartment buildings, yeah, but I'ma put my kids in a better place

Sometimes I feel like I don't listen, yeah, but I'ma keep on praying 'til I see better days

Baby, I just need some love and affection, yeah

Baby girl, I'm just a thug with some built up aggression

You the angel on my shoulder when I'm stressing

The Devil on my back tryna send me in wrong directions

Got murder on my mind, you don't got time, I know I'm reckless

Don't wanna be a victim to the guns, so I be stepping

Hoping it's a heaven for a thug

I feel like I'm running out of love

Baby girl, I'm running out of trust

I don't know who to talk to, my best friend tried to snake me, I'm so done

When the laws come, they know I'm on the run

Why?

I'm wondering if it's worth it, I know it ain't perfect, yeah

Girl, I know you've been hurting, but, baby, I'm working, yeah

Now, can you hear my soul cry? Hear my soul cry

Baby girl, I know you so tired, but we got soul ties

All this fake love and beef got a n* paranoid

Soon as I wake up, grab the heat, try my best to ignore it

So you don't get caught in between, I be trying to avoid it

But it's harder than it seems

Yeah, yeah, yeah

And I know you so tired

But we inseparable like our souls tied

No lie, sometimes, I don't know why

You don't leave and let me be and go live your life

Maybe we the Bonnie and Clyde of the day

'Cause lately you've been right there on side of me, bae

Don't play me, you know it's ride or die with me, bae

Swear this sh* for life, ain't no switching sides, hey, hey