I sat alone, in bed till the morning I'm crying, "They're coming for me"
And I tried to hold these secrets inside me
My mind's like a deadly disease
I'm bigger than my body
I'm colder than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones
And all the kids cried out, "Please st0p, you're scaring me"
I can't help this awful energy
G0d dam right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?

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