Anyone know how to get a will to live back?

if you're asking how to get the will to live back, I suggest finding someone worth living for, like a bf or gf. find someone who you care for and who cares for you, to the extent that their happiness is the most important thing to you. when that happens to stay alive will bring them so much joy, you won't want to take it away.

try starting to live a life with someone

pitch- the definition of pitch is as follows:

"the quality of a sound governed by the rate of vibrations producing it; the degree of highness or lowness of a tone."